jet black new year

nonsense. utter nonsense i say. why would a new year draw in new hopes and new dreams? why shouldnt the bare basis of there being a tomorrow bring brightness in the dark? why ponder upon the new year being the benchmark for a new beginning? needless to say, resolutions should be made every minute of every hour. nothing points towards the countdown and fireworks being the epitome for change.

please do the obvious. STAB YOURSELF! because if you require something as insignificant as a new year to rid yourself of a bad habit or even an experience, you deserve to be stabbed.

okay

she sat me down and took me by the hand. she said she would make it as painless as she could. she was sorry. she began to cry. couldnt look me in the eye. i said "baby, let me just save you the time". i can see where this is going. tears will fall and hearts will break. loves a game we almost played. so dry your eyes and be on your way. as for me? i'll be okay...

*deviate*

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existentialism on prom night

sing me something soft, sad and delicate or loud and out of key. sing me anything. done with what we've lost. our whole lives. laid out right in front of us. and it takes more time than i've ever had. drains the life from me. makes me want to forget. as young as i am, i felt older back then. more disciplined, stronger and certain. i'm scared to death of eternity. i was saved by grace but destroyed but naievity. and i'm lying to myself. i'm still lying to myself. saying: "it was for the best"

over

i cant live without you

cant breathe without you

i dream about you

honestly tell me that its over

if the world is spinning

im still living

it wont be right if we're not in it together

tell me that it's over

and i'll be the first to go

i dont wanna be the last to know

all that ive got

so deep that it didnt even bleed.

caught me red handed now im far from lonely.

hit me and knock me out, let me go back to sleep.

so deep that i didnt even scream f*** me.